11:31 AM

I've shifted

written, CINDY

11:47 AM

HELLO ppl!

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written, CINDY

8:58 PM

i wish to become a fairy

written, CINDY

4:04 PM

Help me to decide.
Decide wat i should to.
It's so tiring..
Now i have to decide my future..
decide my life for the next 3 to 4 years.
Pls enlighten me
i'm procastinating.
i'm dying soon!
URGH!

written, CINDY

9:37 PM

Do i sound as if i'm sad. haha. ANYbody understand what's going on? hmmm How can anyone become so ill? How can anyone take 1 day MC, 2 days MC, 2 weeks MC or even 1 month MC conservatively? If u are not feeling well, why not hospitalised? Or just take long break once and for all... Dont call evry morning and report how sick u are or tat u are having 1 or 2 day MC. I expect u to be well or maybe at least feeling better when u are back. But i guess u were too sick to even come and work. when u came back after 2 months break, i tot u were be better. But haha i was too nice to believe that u are able to take the stress. Suddenly u forgot everything.. i wanted to know so much what really happen to u... i wanted to help u, but u never open up to me. Or maybe i din shown enough concern. Hai. Tat really bad. i donno. It's like a bomb to me. Although i shouldnt have pin any hopes of u coming back to help me.. Why is the world so unfair to me? I just couldnt bring myself to smile, smile at u and say hey hope u will be fine. I know u are not faking. But pls do get well soon. And dont get stress up so easily.

Anybody can get Esprit/GAP discount? haha

written, CINDY

9:08 PM

Although i usually try to comfort ppl by trying to say everything will be fine, I hate it when i was told. But i knew they are all comforting words. They meant to make ppl calm down, meant to make ppl feel better. But somehow it makes me feel even more worse. To me, IT'S NOT GOING TO BE ALRIGHT. Cos it's my future, my own life. YES, i admit. Things can be fine soon. But why will it be fine in the end? Because we accepted things that we dint wanted to initially. We tried to adapt, to change our perceptions so as to accept. So eventually things turn out fine as we have embraced the cruel truths that hurted us. Inevitably, I have to accept for me to live in peace

I really feel like crying.. Hide in one dark corner and cry all my hearts out. I do not know how to face ppl. I feel like i have lost all my social skills/communication skills. Disheartened, Demoralised, Exhausted, Drained.. I dont have the right mind to think of anything decent. Pls grant me a wish. pls be back soon. pls give me strength to move on.

written, CINDY

4:16 PM

i felt like killing myself!
i blamed myself for being such a failure in life
sucks!

written, CINDY

10:19 PM

Spiderman 3 is really nice! It's not only abt romance or action. IT'S abt Forgiveness, Friendship, Love - Be it love btw a guy and girl or love btw a father and a daughter... IT's everything nice.
It's hard to forgive and forget. But if u really forgive, forgetting or remembering does that still matters? I have learnt alot from the show. Will want to watch the movie again!

i'm upset. Upset over the imbalance of everything. Fret up over the unfairness of the world. Frustrated over how impatient i can get. Frowned over the insensitveness of others. And ironically, perturbed by the way i'm so affected by other's critical/snide/cynical remarks.
Can you teach me how to be nice? how to react when i'm faced with challenges? how to remain calm when i'm provoked? Please tell me how to be nice.

Serene i have updated my blog! haha

written, CINDY